Friday, March 21, 2025
Album Review: WOW - Come La Notte
Wednesday, March 19, 2025
Interview: ESP Mayhem
Bruce - Synth; Clock - Vocals; K@rrl - Synth; Klown - Synth; Ralph - Drums. We might change the names and/or people around in the future.
What is the thesis or animating logic behind the group?
In our view, extreme music is an arms race. It's a race that can never be won because the escalation will never stop. The goal is to make the most unsentimentally rageous [sic] and mechanistically horny music we can. Even if we do something that reaches the goal it’s already history because it’s just a matter of time until it’s surpassed. The only options are to go even further or give up. Hyperextend until you explode.
How did you settle on your name?
We decided our logo should combine a metal band’s logo and a logo from outside that world. The combined logos had to form a phrase or word that worked as a band name independent of the source material, and the component logos had to have finger-snap recognisability. There was a very short list of bands, brands and logos that worked. We appropriated Mayhem and ESPN as a graphic shorthand for sonic extremity on the one hand, and the sublimation of violence through spectacle on the other. We chopped “ESPN” down to “ESP”, in the sense of “Extra-Sensory-Perception”, to underline the psychic dimension. Hence ESP Mayhem. The name means no distinction between our music and everything else in the product-scape, no brakes on our out-of-control hubris, and no limits on what we’re prepared to steal.
Why grindcore?
Grindcore is obsessed with aggressive hyper-velocity, instantaneity and disposability. It’s also very information-dense, lots of notes in a hyper compressed burst. Tension, information overload, everything moving too fast - those are the only things in our lives anyway so it’d be dishonest to fuck around with anything else. It’s no accident that mass-entertainment is taking on more and more grindcore-like proportions and gestures. Because everyone feels and thinks this way now. It’s basically the most realistic music of all time.
Are you inspired by the work of other metal performers, or do your influences lie mainly elsewhere?
Melbourne has produced some great grindcore bands so we were lucky to see the style played by some of the best to do it. That’s the foundation of how we understand fast music and how we think it should feel. But we always want something more absurd and more brain-cracking. So we also plagiarise from the most antisocially jacked up, hyperactive dance music - speedcore, anything out of Newcastle (NSW) etc. There’s some worthless computer-world dross mashed in as well, nightcore and ear-biting 8 bit arpeggiation, high-fructose trash sounds designed to fry your pleasure centres [sic] into pouring more money/time down the shitter. Other than that, we just regurgitate the rising tempo of the sensory pummelling we’ve endured our entire lives, in the same way you might make yourself throw up after ill-advisedly eating a mysterious wrong-address delivery meal you find on your doorstep. IE an unpleasant but necessary action to avoid shitting yourself later on.
Was it a deliberate choice to exclude guitars from your ensemble, and if so, why?
It was an accidental, revelatory, bad, great idea. We happened to plug a synthesizer into a guitar amp and discovered you could make noise that lands like a tungsten cube dropped from orbit. No nuance or warmth, just pure force. But none of us had any experience playing electronic music. We don’t really understand how the instruments work, and we’re all intellectually paralysed from too much high pressure/low duration media (grindcore and grindcore-ized media in general) so it’s nearly impossible for us to learn. But synthesizers are just too loud and we’re addicted to power so we can’t stop. If someone accidentally bumps their instrument it instantly blows everyone’s ears out and we all scream in pain. It’s awful.
What was the thought process going into your latest release, Cyber Bully?
We wanted it to sound like Megatron trying to auto-fellate and accidentally machine-gunning his own head off. More piercing sonic aggression, more jarring speed-to-dance transitions, more blatantly ripping things off, more gleeful mockery and disrespect, just more. There’s no point or really any possibility of subtlety or thoughtfulness now so we always want to go as far and fast in the wrong direction as we can.
What are your thoughts on the circularity of time and history?
Time and history are circular, but also linear. We have no evidence to back this up, we just infer it from the overall feeling of constant upheaval combined with total inertia.
How do the contradictory but intersecting modern phenomena of stultifying boredom and constant excitement and/or agitation play out through your work?
Things are so continuously exciting now that excitement itself has become experientially boring, because it never lets up. Like when was the last time you didn’t feel angry, horny, scared or otherwise wound up. And it’s not just you, everyone is sitting there in a state of private agitation. But it’s not like you can opt out of the situation, so why not go further. There’s an episode of the TV show Max Headroom, where watching a high speed advertisement is found to spike the viewer’s nervous system to the point that they spontaneously combust. Ratchet up the boredom, ratchet up the pressure until the whole thing explodes in media-induced, self-obliterating tedium. You should be trying to cross that line, one way or another. Extreme boredom makes extreme music.
How does your work draw attention to the invasive nature of technology and underscore our intimacy with it?
Our band setup is like reverse-cybergrind, we kept the drummer and replaced all the guitars with prosumer electronic equipment. IE more unwanted and unasked-for change for the sake of it masked as “innovation” and “development”. It’s like what we see with technology, but even more stupid. People don’t really want it but we keep pushing it on them and eventually they give in. A few people might say it’s good, they don’t really think that, we just shoved it in their faces til they thought they did. After we convince them, it's not too long til they think they convinced themselves. But unlike the technologists we make no claim to be improving anything. We’re making things worse and more difficult, so perversely actually making things better.
How do you think our interactions with information technology, particularly social media, transform and augment our sense of identity and place in the world?
The Self As Asset has been realised through social media - the kipple machine that crushes everything into advertising, as it simultaneously crushes advertising into everything. The term Personal Brand used to get thrown around but you don’t hear it now cause the concept has become so internalised that it’s redundant - of course a person is a brand, why bring it up. Between Personal Branding and Corporate Personhood a circle is completed - on the one hand people take on the characteristics of brands, and on the other corporations take the characteristics of people. We’re encouraged to understand ourselves through the language of therapy but we should use the language of marketing instead, it’s more accurate.
How does the concept of "junkspace" relate to your approach, outlook, and output?
Neo-Melbourne is a quintessential junkspace. It’s like living in a big cardboard box full of print-on-demand neon signage. All lowest-bid-contract dross stretched over the skeleton of a failed plan. Nothing rings true here and things don’t work out for the good. So ESPM makes something else from the junk. We grab whatever we like and use it however we can to advance our project. You see the bare bones of everything we ripped off and how starkly we smashed it all together, a junkspace aesthetic. But it conforms to our logic now. The incongruities made sense all along, we are just stacking the pieces up in a way that makes the pattern reveal itself.
What is the value of novelty in popular culture at this moment? Is it still attainable, is it worth pursuing?
It’s not attainable but it’s worth pursuing. With pop culture It’s more straightforward and more rewarding to repeat things, and in life it’s easier to do nothing at all. But tomorrow will arrive whether you want it or not. And you have to put an idea forward if you don’t want more of the same. If we have to live in a bullshit future then we’re gonna try and make it our bullshit, not someone else’s, stinking the place up. And everyone else’s bullshit is ours now anyway. Intellectual property is theft and anyone bristling at their art/bullshit being stolen is dumb for imagining they’re losing something and a cop for caring. All we have ever done is lift so many touchstones from the manic ends of popular culture and music scenes into the one mix, so there’s nothing really new. But on paper ESP Mayhem is a novelty act because of what we steal and why. We would go further and say that now, every act should be a novelty act, and this is the only way to stay ahead of the kipple machine. Realise your own delusions or steal ours and turn it into something else, we don’t care. But you are either a novelty act or you enter the kipple factory, that’s the choice.
What if any, are the beneficial and ethical uses for AI in art and creative endeavors at this stage of its technological development?
There’s no ethical use for AI because it’s a big machine for ripping things off. ESPM is in direct competition with AI in that regard. And we are winning. With all the money and raw intellectual horsepower sloshing around in the AI industries it should be the other way around but no, we can rip things off faster, more totally and more fluently than the stupid AIs. That’s where we’re at, historically speaking. The great white hope of technological advancement has been outperformed by a synthgrind band from the Cleveland of the southern hemisphere. It’s a grim outlook.
What does the term "cyberpunk" mean to you in relation to your work, if anything?
“Neo-Melbourne” alludes to the idea that all those old Cyberpunk stories have been more or less realised in our present day. But the term cyberpunk is historical now, it makes sense as a pinterest moodboard but doesn’t quite capture the flavour of this moment. We need a new anachronistic portmanteau to describe a world of grinning human sharks swimming upstream in a sea of techno-garbage. It should keep the “social technics vs music subculture” form of “Cyberpunk”, but instead blend the relentless pumping of uptempo hardcore, with overblown CCRU-style net-mysticism. Something like Xenodonk, or Deus Ex Makina.
What is the most dystopian part of living in Melbourne?
Smelling the countryside burn as you walk past 3-million-dollar townhouses in your old neighbourhood.
Tuesday, March 18, 2025
Album Review: Pinky Lemon - Pinky Hell
Admitting this will likely make me sound completely unhinged, but whenever I order a drink at a restaurant or a kiosk, I have an irrational paranoia that the person preparing my order is going to bleed in it. This has never happened in experience (as far as I know), and it doesn't cause me much anxiety, but whenever I watch someone pouring coffee or dispensing juice, I can't help but think, "If they got a nosebleed right now, there is only about a foot between their nostrils and my beverage, and then my drink could end up with an extra-iron supplement in it." I can't account for this aspect of my psychology. It could be the result of some starved desire for affection (not that my conscious mind is aware of such a deficit) or the rendering down of the literal transaction occurring (me buying a coffee) into base biological terms (there is a fluid transfer from the barista to me in exchange for currency). Whatever it is, the reality of someone adding their own brand of syrup extract to my morning joe probably wouldn't be that bad for me- the iron would help me maintain my own hemoglobin and might even assist me in warding off restless leg syndrome. Now that I've put this out into the world, someone is probably going to pass me a pink lemonade that they flavored themselves just to vindicate me and my anguished fixations for no reason other than I was foolish enough to say something about one of my mild phobias in public. Oh well, I can always use more viscera to liven up my day- I seek it out in movies, video games and music, why not in everything I consume? Sometimes I think it's the lack of carnality that keeps me from celebrating the shoegaze "revival" as much as others. It's not that I never write about shoegaze bands... It's just that it can be a challenge to get excited about release after release of nearly indistinguishable waves of distortion and weightlessness, inconsequential vocal deliveries that all too often define the genre. D.C.'s Pinky Lemon feels like they are headed in the right direction on their 2024 EP, Pinky Hell, though. I would certainly describe the group as part of the footgazi resurgence taking hold in the corridor between Philadelphia and the Capitol at the moment, but like Soft Body 2, the distortion and feedback that they rely on is slightly more crystalized and concretely compelling than what you might find elsewhere, helping to further focus the sharply toothsome rhythms that they employ. The interplay between groove and texture is a very important sight of exploration for the band, with many moments on Pinky Hell conjuring for me something akin to the spooky, danceable crisis of an early '00s witch house mix, one that reinterprets My Blood Valentine as a sort of lost media artifact, reconstructed from scrapes and slivers extracted from the detritus of an abandoned vaporwave YouTube channel. Opener, "Floodgate" sounds strikingly blown out, saturating the senses with dreamy chords that cluster around the ears like stray daydreams, emitting strobes of brilliant variegated thunder before dissipating into a mist of nectarous talc. The following track, "1 MIL" confirms the overall embodied nature of the album, a suitably urgent pop-punk pounce that skitters on its nails like a cat on ice through portals of elegant clarity- a struggle for preeminence that it can only glimpse before collapsing back into its fleshy confines, and ultimately stumbling over the border of safety and into a discordant gap of mechanical cardiac cycles that is "Reuploading." The reverent plunge of "Cheer" sounds like the band slow-motion crashing a space cruiser they boosted from an Ultra Deluxe album's lore, only to survive their mishap by ruggedly reverting to a post-amplified state of acoustic punk, that graciously molts into a blossom of dissident Deftones inflected tweecore on "i died // nvm." Through all its changes and transgressions, Pinky Hell ultimately settles into its final form on "2 MIL," a breakbeat-backed soul-scrubber that feels like it's exfoliating a deep region of your essence with its raw, contorting chords and cooling scrapes of glassy-glinting synths that ends as abruptly as a title card reading "To be continued...". A sanguine parting note for one hell of an album.
Saturday, March 15, 2025
Album Review: Ails - The Unraveling
Thursday, March 13, 2025
Album Review: Michael Cera Palin - We Could Be Brave
I'd be very surprised to learn that any of the guys from Atlanta's Michael Cera Pallin could see another country from their house- even if they were to stand on their roofs and hike up on their toes. Atlanta's pretty far removed from most internationally recognized partitions, unless there is a micronation nearby like Petoria that I'm oblivious to.* But who am I kidding (Not you! I'm nothing but honest with you!), being part of a scene and a subculture can be like being a member of your own private nation in some ways- there are customs and borders, anthems and sites of worship, ambassadors and refugees, etc...- so I guess you could say that they see another foreign provenance from their place of residence after all, observing the clueless barbarian roaming around the city gates of their polity, blind to the riches concealed from their line of sight. If you could count yourself so bold, curious, and gallant, then maybe you could find yourself an honored guest, or at least an unmolested tourist, within their domain. Personally, I'm taking MCP's debut LP We Could Be Brave, as just that, a summons to a world beyond my provincial purview. Take, if you will, the stocky punch and roll of opener "Feast or Famine," which mediates the strummy affectedness of Mom Jeans with an overhanded volley approach to PUP venerating melody, dipping around your defenses and rocking you with a stunning ploy of earnest reflection and whiplash-hooks- it's almost too insistent that you give into band's steering command- lassoing you with elastic rhythms and reeling you into a zone of near claustrophobic catharsis. The next track is even more emphatic, acting like a cyclone that siphons the grief, pride, and fervor of the Mid-West and Great Lakes regions and funnels them into a concentrated etching tool that the band uses to carve their debts and deficiencies into the sands of time, only to witness them being washed away by the ripples and tides their own presence produces in the waters of Chronos- wiping the slate as if it were marked with mere chalk and not the fragments of past selves. Elsewhere, a rain of fluttering portraits showers from above, scattering and plastering themselves against burning pillars of searching clarity caught in counter-currents of amplified distortion and clashing social principles on the flea-bitten stinger "Murder Hornet Fursona"- the high points of which are met with, almost like the repetition of a poem, in a variation on mood, in the audacious and post-punky dip and drag of the justifiably discourteous, twinkle-spark scan "Gracious." Later down the line, we encounter "Despite," which sounds like the afterthoughts that bubble up out of the slick of mud that's been washed off a clear conscience, followed by the bashy balancing act "Broken Face," which teeters on the margins of both self-help and self-implosion without any apparent indicators as to which demarcation it would prefer to land. It's fitting, but rarely encountered that an album will conclude with the title track, almost like a final curtain drop after the listener has been pulled up on stage to take part in the closing bow- this bow lasts for 11 minutes though, and transitions through several fiery build-ups and busts, making the conclusion of the album more like an obstacle course you run with friends rather than a soft breathy kiss goodnight (not that it doesn't contain an appropriate air of finality- the band just seems to have trouble letting you go by the end after having spent so much time to get to know you). There are those who are could be brave enough to be themselves and seek out kindred souls, and then there are those who are brave enough to step fully into such a commonwealth of kinship- I think, despite their modesty, Michael Cera Palin can be counted as the latter.
Big Scary Monsters, living in the milk crates in your closet, warding off the bad vibes that float in through the vents.
Friday, March 7, 2025
Album Review: Earth Heart - Homesick
Digging into the back of my crates to find the unrequited relics of a previous eon of musical obsession. When my lungs look like two bowls of spilled porridge running down the rungs of my rib cage from breathing in all this disintegrated binding glue spewed from crumbling heaps of vinyl, I hope you kids will appreciate what I've done for you here... who am I kidding? I'd do this sort of thing even if it didn't pay!* Lock in because I've got a sleeper hit** for y'all, salvaged from the dumpster fire of 2016. A gem passed from one dying era to another. Buzzy, angular garage rock out of Boston, MA, that knows no limits, up to and including the maximum gain on their amps- torquing that sucker all the way over and then popping it off like a loose toenail. Earth Heart is the kind of stabby, rudimentary rock that was more or less prototypical indie-sleaze rock, released at just about the time that all the filth and vital furry had rung from that scene's collective amygdalas. Homesick is their debut and final LP, the end was the beginning, and the beginning was the end, and so on you see. Instrumentally, they're pretty much Joy Division meets the Thermals with surf guitars. Vocally, we have something like Cassie Ramone doing an Iggy Pop impersonation. Pitchfork would have rubbed themselves raw over this album had it dropped during the first Obama administration, but back in '16 they were too busy chasing ad payola and playing footsie with pop-star publicists to singe their prissy little fingers on Earth Heart's fire-digging frenzy. And now? Well, now they have better things to do, apparently, like pushing high gloss photos and premium cologne on a demographic that barely deodorizes and regularly wears Ts and jeans to graduation parties and family funerals alike.*** That's fine. Their loss. You're here and not there because you and I know where the goods are buried, and hate to get our feet wet- so we seek higher ground and avoid sinking ships. Speaking of high points, the songwriting on Homesick is as classic as it comes, simplistic, even riffy, and wonderfully uncomplicated with a reverb-y finish. My favorite track on the album is probably “Homesick” with its carefree air and stipulated jangle guitars, drawing lyrically from singer Katie Coriander’s years as a bald-headed vagabond, squatting across the country after spontaneously throwing away all her possessions and abandoning her apartment. I’d also recommend the stumbling, dark rockabilly cruiser “Burn,” and the rhythmic post-punky twirl of “Iron Lung” as good places to start. Really though there is no bad place to drop the needle on this one. Even almost a decade into its existence, Homesick holds up as a statement in its own right, as well as a final flaring whisp of a waning era- sturdy as it is stirring- dependable even as the passion it excuses threatens to burn the casa that it's raised down to the floorboards.
Thursday, March 6, 2025
Album Review: Chancha Via Circuito & El Búho - Tenalach
Saturday, March 1, 2025
Album Review: Shady Lady and the Malefactor - A Nickname
With the world perpetually feeling like it's about to lurch off its axis and go peeling off into the starry abyss, keeping yourself out of a state of delirium can be a full-time commitment. Like with any long-term obligations, though, sometimes you just need a break and to let yourself have a manic episode now and again- you know, as a little treat. That seems to be the angle Swedish synth-punks Shady Lady and the Malefactor are coming from, and it's working out just dandy for them on their peculiarly monikered debut EP, A Nickname. Sounding like a demented B-52s who have timeskipped backward from a S.T.A.L.K.E.R.-esque future hellscape to our present day, they embody a playfully antagonistic bacchanal of paranoia and tinfoil-chewing tenacity, folded into the ragged swaddle of siren-spiral sonics, lances of lysergic oscillations, and an afterburn of radiant space-aged sanguinity that's become twisted and scorched to the bone while plummeting through the acidic atmosphere of our waste-trap of a planet. Big proclamatory hooks hassle the senses and redecorate the interior of your headcase to make it ready for a host of unsettled moods, observations, and atypical trysts in a kind of inverted cerebral feng shui, digging out a firepit atop your brainstem in which a blaze of impish psychic turmoil can burn unobstructed. It all might be a bit much to swallow if it weren't so infectiously catchy, but there is no panacea for this kind of cognitive virus Shady Lady and the Malefactor are passing around- you just have to let this strain of rock and roll rubella roil until the fever breaks- which frankly, doesn't seem likely to happen any time soon. Get ready to spin-out in style!
Friday, February 28, 2025
Album Review: Isiliel - 月虹創聖記
It almost seems like a lifetime since Myrkur released her debut self-titled on Relapse- 10 years might as well be a century the way things change in music, but I still recall the weird and contentious debates around that record's cross-pollination of black metal, folk, and pop like it was yesterday. People can be very protective of the things they care about, and music is no exception, especially when you start mixing fruits and porridge- regardless of how delicious the results may be. Myrkur has since gone strictly folk, which suits her, but it leaves room for others to take the spotlight in her stead. I'm not saying that Japan's Isiliel is an exact match for the absentee Myrkur, but she indeed represents a compelling condensation point between many of the same sonic trends- although manifesting in a more heroic overall embodiment of their provocative virtues. On her debut 月虹創聖記, Isiliel dons the persona of a warrior-priestess, a triumphant pillar of dark, feminine strength- as sturdy as a mountain and twice as imposing. Representing here a deified personification of elemental forces, I have no doubt that if her (hypothetical, or actual, as the case may be) daughter were kidnapped by the lord of the underworld, she'd almost certainly be capable of storming the gates of hell and rescuing her offspring on her own, but would probably bring to bear 6 months of winter to blight the land afterward anyway, as a show of strength and a warning to any deviant daemon who might try to pull the same antics as the last chump. While she may appear like an icey demoness to her foes, hyperborean sleat is not her only, or even primary weapon, as Isiliel could effortlessly melt a glacier with the force and heat of her voice alone, meaning that whatever cold snap might be gripping your heart when you put on 月虹創聖記 has about a snowball's chance in hell of surviving until the final crescendo. Strength alone does not carry the day, though, as it's not simply the power of Isiliel performance that makes it remarkable but also its dexterity, as it deftly weaves between cutting glances of tremolo guitars, above galloping blast-beats, and around an outcropping of traditional instrumentation like an arrow guided by the preternatural-skill of a master archer, curving betwixt trees, rocks, and other natural obstructions in order to strike at the center of her enemies' breast. Verily, Isiliel could be your worst nightmare or your greatest ally; it all depends on how much due deference and adoration you bestow on this lady of snow and steel.
Isiliel rides on but one chariot and its name is Imperiet IV.
Thursday, February 27, 2025
Album Review: Meatwound - Culero
Tuesday, February 25, 2025
Album Review: The Atlas Moth - Coma Noir
Friday, February 21, 2025
Interview: Career Day
Thursday, February 20, 2025
Album Review: Cocojoey - Cocojoey's World
I am thoroughly convinced that Chicago-based producer Cocojoey's LP Cocojoey's World is the product of a stand user. What else could explain its crazy dynamism, a tendency towards preternatural mutations, and indomitable fighting spirit? The record seems to burst, almost fully formed, like a xenomorphic tapeworm from its creator's psyche, like a beautifully twisted bassline braided from the spectral tendrils of their very soul. Sure, that may be a gruesome way of describing such a peppy collection of cyber-centripetal cerebrally-embellished electronic music. Still, it would be a shame to let go understated the visceral, gooey aura of this assortment of aural vignettes- from the opening littoral tunnel crawl of "Cocojoey's Theme" to the asteroid belt hopscotch R'nB of "Out There," the listener is drawn through the gravity and magnetism of one acid-fusion framed portal after another, encountering fully defined galactic planes and graced to witness feats on the scale of Fire-Toolz performing a Voltron like transformation sequence with Blind Equation and Frank Javcee achieving a Genocyber style, full body molting after tasting the tainted backwash in a Big Gulp they shared with BBBBBBB. In its exploration of the fringes of cybergrind and subterranean production ethos that came to fruition after the crest and consolidation of the '10s vaporwave scene, Cocojoey's World feels like such a personal and bespoke instrument of expression that to take it on its face is to more or less to plunge, cannonball-style, into the subliminal brine of its creator's cognitive soup. Again, I'm convinced it's the work of a stand- a paranormally manifest eruption of fluid sonic geometry that flows from the soul-made flesh, a feather-light psychic golem awakened via celestial intervention. Either that, or Cocojoey is just really talented and has a perfect grip on the aesthetics they are pursuing. Hear it for yourself and draw your own conclusion. You already know how I feel.
Tuesday, February 18, 2025
Album Review: Samara Lubelski - Flickers at the Station
I'm trying to get back in the swing of writing about albums consistently in 2025, so I'm going to take it easy on myself and look back at an old favorite. Flickers at the Station is a 2018 album from Samara Lubelski. Samara is a multi-instrumentalist who was residing in Soho, NYC, at the time of Flickers's release (not sure where she is now- she may be rooted to the concrete of a rent-controlled brownstone, or may have drifted off over the salty sea in search of enlightenment like a fabled seabird- I'd be credulous in either scenario). Starting out as a professional violinist, she quickly transitioned to guitar, bass, and cello, and in the process, became a go-to studio musician for the likes of Thurston Moore, the Fiery Furnaces, and Body/Head’s Bill Nace, among others- but that's all flavor text- where's the main dish? Between her 1997 solo debut, In the Valley, and 2018, Samara became known for her prolific output as much as her skills as a musician capable of capturing the drift of the unknown with a sort of rapt immediacy. Flickers at the Station is her ninth LP, seeing her stick mostly to guitar and vocals to craft intricately layered, jangly, and somewhat avant-garde baroque pop with a whimsically nostalgic centripetal core. The album was recorded in the German countryside, backed by her folk popper friends and frequent collaborators, the Metabolismus, the setting bequeathed a certain pastoral wariness to the urbane ye-ye flush that ripples through the album and breaths life into the dazzling wilt of its pilot light, like a retreat into a thalassic pool of nameless earthen shapes, whose overlapping embrace and comingling patterns inseminate the synapses with variegated parturition of offspring who speak in a language of life beyond mere sensory intuition. Don't be remiss; that flickering in the distance is your stop- an egress point into a cenote of contemplative configurations that you'll know before you endure and endure like a ray of sunshine coursing down your crown.
Thursday, February 13, 2025
Album Review: JER - BOTHERED / UNBOTHERED
Monday, February 10, 2025
Interview: Deludium Skies
How long have you been working on Deludium Skies as a project?
Should be 15 years by now. I started with the first tracks in late 2010 and then released two EPs in 2011/2012 with relatively raw drone stuff done only with guitar and occasional synths. That question made me listen to some of those tracks for the first time in many years by the way; there are still some cool parts here and there, but all in all I'm not too happy with the sloppy transitions and the production value in general...
How has the project changed over the years?
It started with lo-fi doom/drone/ambient soundscapes, later evolving into more refined and versatile, often melodic, tracks, mixed with much more influences like folk, jazz, blues etc. - also a broader range of instruments.
I guess Aspirations from 2018 was the first major step towards the current style of DS.
Has it always been a solo endeavor? When do you feel compelled to rope in collaborators?
Yep, it started as pure solo project. More out of lack of opportunity, living in a small town with a few thousand people, not knowing anyone personally who actually plays an instrument and is into the more experimental side of music. There's always been guests on the albums in the last five years, though.
Not sure if "compelled" is the fitting description there... I always love to bring in external creative input and many different instruments, especially those I absolutely can't play, like all kinds of wind instruments.
How did you learn guitar, and who were your primary influences?
I got my first e-guitar as young teen (cheap brand strat-type) in the 90s, but wasn't too motivated, I was almost twenty till I approached it more seriously, learned at least a few chords and basics from one of those beginner's books. I still don't know that much about music theory to be honest, I prefer to just fiddle around and come up with something by myself. That's why I never invested much time in learning other's songs either, which makes the external influences hard to pin down, but I guess I was mostly into metal back then, mainly goth/doom/black.
How were you introduced to the blues?
I started to really appreciate it in my mid twenties, when I dug deeper into 60s/70s folk rock releases, they're heavily influenced by blues, like Bob Dylan, Davy Graham, Tim Buckley. Then soon stumbled over some cool more recent blues infused stuff as well, like Mark Lanegan and Songs: Ohia.
What would you consider to be your major influences, music and otherwise?
Like already mentioned, it's not so easy to exactly pin down. I love to listen and discover various forms of music, probably many of them had a bit of an influence, direct or indirect. A selection of artists I always come back to, aside from the already mentioned: Tom Waits, Pink Floyd, Bardo Pond, Portishead, Esbjörn Svensson Trio, CAN, Black Sabbath, Miles Davis.
I also do enjoy a lot of movies; Cronenberg, Miyazaki, Gilliam, Malle, Melville, etc.
Would you consider what you are doing "metal"? If not, how would you best describe it to the uninitiated?
Well, there are a couple of quite thick and heavy sounding tracks that might as well pass as doom(ish) metal, overall I'd see it more as heavier experimental rock, or drone rock.
Is there precedence in Austira for your style of playing and approach, or do you feel like you're breaking fairly fresh ground?
I don't think there is, in fact the only other Austrian drone act with a heart for experiments that spontaneously comes to my mind is Goddess Limax Black. No wonder, it's a usually a monotonous and minimalistic style, not exactly predestined and known for getting too adventurous, so there won't be that many comparable acts on an international scale either. I'm like a tiny niche inside already niche music - hence the huge success, I guess...
How does the symbolism of mountains inform and elevate your latest release, Stardust Echos?
Sometimes I got a distinctive theme in mind before or early during the recording of an album, but in this case I already had finished at least half of the tracks before I came up with titles and a cover concept, and it was done pretty impulsive within a day. I initially thought a desert themed cover would fit to the music, but that seemed too close to the cover from the 2021 album Destination Desolation. So I altered it and ended up with a mountain in a desert landscape (inspired by the Hoggar Mountains in Algeria), combined with a psychedelic spacey sky above.
Is there a particular mood or state of mind you are hoping to induce within the listener with this release?
Never thought about it. Relaxed and open minded would be my instinctive answer.
How often do you perform these tracks live, and how do you go about recreating the unique atmosphere of the album in a live setting?
So far, never. I was never asked to do so, and honestly, I'm neither used to nor eager to perform in front of many people anyway.
Also other problems would come up: there are a lot of improvised parts on every album and I almost never write anything down. So I'd have to figure out first, how the fuck I played this and that part. Not to mention finding band members, I can only play one instrument at a time...
What is next in store for this project?
Nothing planned so far. That's not unusual though, sometimes I record nothing in months, and then a couple of tracks within a week.
Might take a bit longer this time, I'm not feeling very motivated at the moment, because of shit sales (*nudge nudge wink wink*) and general lack of support.
Wednesday, February 5, 2025
Album Review: Excuse Me Who Are You? - Double Bind
Excuse me, who are you? I hear it a lot. For example, when I helpfully attempt to add additional orders of french fries to strangers' orders at drive-throughs, or when employees at pet supply retailers discover that I've MacGyvered my way into the cat adoption area to give all my future fur children imprisoned there a pat on the head, and always and inevitably, when I'm discovered by a member of the housekeeping staff to be impersonating a sports journalist to get a comped executive suite and a crate of grapefruits to myself while tumbling through Nevada.* However, I've never heard the phrase in a moment of bliss that didn't involve me risking arrest, or at the very least, an uneasy confrontation... that is until now: Out of Madison Wisconsin, bellows and cries a group that certainly is no stranger to the eccentricities and nonconforming pleasures that make life worth the wages and weight of alienation, immeasurable Sisyphean toil, and the manifold of intolerances that all too often dictates its terms. Excuse Me Who Are You probably don't endorse me scamming hotels while pretending to cover dirt-buggy bolts across the Majove, but I fully endorse their understatedly gallant, glitteringly gut-wrenching and thoroughly delightful album Double Bind- a post-hardcore cast cascade of bright and sharply flexing chords, winding grooves that spin and splunk like a bowling ball rolling through an Escher print while dragging a splattering ream of ink soaked dairy passages behind it, and shout-sung vocals that bare their fangs like a bellicose wolf before the moon as a trumpeter of lost and lonely agitation in an unfeeling and unsympathetic world. EMWAY is a band that very clearly takes their performance and the subject matter of their songs as seriously as a chemical dependency, without losing sight of the fact that the music they're making is meant to be fun- many of the tracks include amusing cutaways and scrapped soundbites, while titled range from text emojis to ironic musings on the slippery divide between death and sleep, with the most diverting (literally) being the web address to the official page celebrating Mima of Perfect Blue- a roll of the tragic waggishness that impresses upon the fact that the emotive, psychological, and digital acquire a concreteness in our experience that is as real as the foundation of wood, stone and steal beneath our feet and an acknowledgment of the ephemeral fluids of our digital selves as they bleed into the cold heart of meat space. While they're certainly capable of raising a reflective ruckus on their own, the group is not alone in conjuring these missives of clever catharsis and cutting inquiry, being helped to attain ebullient new heights with the 8-bit aid of Hey, Ily, and learn to practice an uncommon subtly of softness and certainty in collaboration with fellow Wisconsinites Tiny Voices (just to name a few of the guest features on the album). Unwind your sorrow and put some slack in the line; exercise the ghosts and guilt that tie this Double Bind.
Wednesday, January 22, 2025
Interview : Molly O'Brien of I Enjoy Music + 2024 Recap
Everybody seems set to move on from 2024 already, but I'm not sure why (especially when the future is looking bleaker by the day). A lot of great music came out last year and I doubt most humans on this planet have given it all the fair shake it deserves (I know I haven't!). Even more exciting than the release of some objectively fantastic tunes is the emergence of some truly outstanding trends in style and approach by contemporary underground and alternative artists. Turn of the millennium kosmische continuums have doubled back and invaded the 21st Century in a big and exhilarating way, emo chiptune seems poised to break into the big time, indie cabaret is becoming commonplace, and unpretentious DIY yacht rock is now a thing- in short, creativity abounds and there is no containing the rich imaginative blaze these developments represent.
To get my arms (and head!) around the bountiful brilliance of this past year, I invited the ever-affable and resourceful Molly O'Brien of the blog I Enjoy Music to talk about 5 of her favorite albums from this past year and discuss 5 albums that I thought had something special to say as well. We go deep on each entry on our lists, so buckle up!
Albums discussed in this episode:
Fantasy of a Broken Heart - Feats of Engineering
Dummy - Free Energy
Hey, Ily! - Hey, I Loathe You!
Ludivine Issambourg - Above the Laws
Revival Season - Golden Age of Snitching
Ekko Astral - pink balloons
Jimmy Montague - Tomorrow's Coffee
Sun Kin - Sunset World
Kim Gordon - The Collective
Check out Molly's blog: https://www.ienjoymusic.net/
Tuesday, December 31, 2024
2024 Year-End Invitational
Well, we're at the end of another year. Congratulations to
all who made it this far (both into the decade, and into this article... don't
worry, there is A LOT more...). 2024 was an eventful year. Some things that
happened were very good, most weren't... but amongst the better, or at least
more notable developments (for me at least) is that this blog turned 5! Yes, 5
years of reviews, interviews, and my general observations on life, music, and what
have you. Theoretically, this blog is now old enough to walk, talk, feed
itself, and be shuffled off to daycare so that I can make enough money to pay
for daycare (and maybe food and shelter), but between you and me, I'm still
wary of letting it have anything sharper than a rubber spoon, and I definitely
wouldn't let it out of my sight for more than a minute in an environment that
contains anything more flammable than a cement block... other than that, it's
basically self-sufficient, right? This blog should be writing itself pretty soon (maybe with a boost from Open AI) and
then I can retire and live off the accumulated endorsements and clout and coast
into my golden years.
I'm of course kidding. I love writing this blog. It's a
valuable outlet for me, not only to express pent-up creativity but also to
guide and manage my own listening habits. The fact that others care about and
appreciate what I do here is, of course, always humbling. Over the years, many
people, including artists, have informed me that the way I write and the
passion that I put into my words has helped them think differently about music
and has helped them appreciate it in ways that they hadn't before. Learning
that I have had this sort of impact on people's lives always stuns me and warms
my heart. Music is such an important aspect of our lives and culture, and the
fact that I can help people appreciate it a little more means that I'm doing
something worthwhile. Beyond direct feedback though, the numbers speak for
themselves. When I first started this blog, I considered a day when I'd receive
10 unique hits to be a good one. Today, the number of unique visitors to this
blog is in the hundreds and sometimes even the thousands per day. It might not
be much, but some people see value in what I am doing, and I am eternally
stoked that there are some (and more by the day) kindred spirits out there - people
who want to listen to and learn about amazing underground music, and
apparently, don't mind my peculiar brand of tortured prose.
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To celebrate this little milestone, I've written about 50
albums that I grew to love this year but hadn't had the chance to write about
yet. Is this a best of list? By default, yes- but I'm not picking winners and
excluding losers, as much as I'm throwing open the doors to my personal library
and the backstage of my psyche, to hopefully clue you into some work by artists
that you maybe didn't know about or hadn't given a chance yet. If you're
already up to speed on all these releases, then at the very least, this post
will be an opportunity for you to relive some of the hits from this past year.
Before we get to the list, I just want to say a few more
things about this blog and where I am headspace-wise. I started this blog as an
outlet to keep track of my own listening, and it became a necessary tool for my
own sanity during COVID, one which I carried on updating even after the world
went (somewhat) back to normal. During all that time I never really considered
it much more than an outlet for myself, but in the ensuing years, as I saw
similarly positioned blogs rise and fall, and the media ecosystem (echo system?) at the top
change and consolidate drastically, I started to feel like what I was doing with this blog mattered more and more. One-person, unmonetized,
uncommercial platforms are not easy to keep up, but they do provide a necessary
oasis away from the algorithmic churn that is intensifying elsewhere and an irreplaceable tool for framing, contextualizing, and promoting new and unsung
music in a way that encourages reflection rather than simply reaction or passive
consumption. There are people who maybe do things better, or at least break the
mold in interesting and increasingly creative ways, (Watch out for my interview
with Molly O'Brien about her blog I Enjoy Music in 2025), but I wholeheartedly believe there is still a
purpose to personal meditations on albums in the form of review, and that's why
I will never give up on it, either as its own art form or as a way of raising a beacon
for bands that deserve the attention. Nothing is dead that still has the means
to change some minds, and I feel as though other writers and I are living proof
of this fact.
In sum, I love writing this blog, and I'm probably
going to keep doing it and playing with the review form to suit my heterodox
interests in music and writing and music writing as long as humanly possible
(and maybe even longer... we'll see what happens with the cloud- maybe someday,
my consciousness will be compiling reviews from an Amazon Echo). Here's to 5
more years, and 5 more after that, and 5 more after that, and… well, you get
the idea. I'll stop yapping and skip to the good part: the reviews!
(Leave) Nelson B - 4.0: The Doppelgänger (Lonely Ghost Records)
You might be able to gather from producer (Leave) Nelson B's
name that he's not a man to be fucked with (he's ex-military, after all). But
hear me out... while you should probably avoid sending him unsolicited DMs, you
should unequivocally be fucking with his latest LP, Doppelgänger. As a solo execution of the
resident sample producer of Lonely Ghost Records, Nelson takes the occasion to
cut, cauterize and seamlessly glue into place eleven lucid dream-like vignettes
of mood-altering, sonic-sojourning hip-hop that sweep persuasive percussive
motifs under the laces of frayed-nerve folk ("Covertly Daedelus"),
sun-soaking soul instrumentals ("Needed a Day Off"), oscillating other-worldly
dives into minor Dharmic-operas ("NICU") and churning pools of acid
Game Boy breakcore ("hey, ily is hard to chop yo"). A likely rival to
his diversity of style-shifting techniques, you will not likely find duplicated
this side of the multiverse.
There aren't that many things that I am 100% sure about (other than it continuing to cost an arm and a leg to make an omelet in 2025 and beyond), but I am adamant that Of This I Am Certain is a significant stylistic and artistic step up for tender-hearted emo trio Townies. Their debut LP graduates from the twinkle-dom proving grounds of their first two EPs, with the group finding within them the melodic heroism to embrace their latent Mesigners-potential to belt out huge catchy choruses over memorably brash and striking chords to give credence to the grit they feel sifting and siphoning out the many holes life has poked in their souls. Could you still call it groc rock? Does it matter so long as it still blasts your socks off? I'm certain that the answer is worth its weight in bullion... or eggs... bullets... whatever future people end up using for currency.
Lightheaded - Combustible Gems (Slumberland Records)
Sissy Remains - Sissy Remains (Broken Sound Tapes)
Dry Erase - Decay Model (Phantom Records)
Serengeti - Kenny Dennis IV (Othar)
Svetlost - Everything Was as It Had Been a Minute Ago (PMGJazz & Inverted Spectrum Records)
This record was my introduction to the Macedonian jazz trio Svetlost and I'm pretty impressed with what I found. Relying on deep grooves riding a ripple of hard-driving percussion, the LP has a better sense of forward motion and willingness to embrace vitalic impulses than most rock records I've heard this year. Not surprising as their main sources of influence are doom metal, noise rock, and other bands that combine doom metal with noise rock and jazz. It's not as straightforward as it sounds, though, and there is an undercurrent of uninhibited improvisation that depends on honed technical acumen, which draws the trio closer in execution to the circuitously groovy likes of The Art Ensemble of Chicago than more cleanly categorized but still experimental rock acts like River of Nile. One more thing; the name of the album is inspired by an untitled piece by the jazz duo Muntean and Rosenblum, informally associated with a phrase found in the records liner notes: EVERYTHING WAS AS IT HAD BEEN A MINUTE AGO, EXCEPT FOR A SENSE OF GENERAL SUSPENSION, AS OF THINGS HOLDING THEMSELVES IN STILLNESS, NOT DARING TO BREATHE.
Snow Strippers - Night Killaz Vol. 2 (Surf Gang Records)
NYC duo Snow Strippers pack together rough sequences of glittering electronics and pretty polymer-based vocal performances in an invitation to a laser-light show in a subwoofer-lined space that lies somewhere between your occipital lobe and the canopy of your newly bedazzled adrenal gland. On their follow-up to last year's Night Killaz Vol. 1, deep club mixes overwhelm you with longing and ease you down a resin-encrusted slide to the other side of dissociation and into a plushy lined nest of cerebral satiety, panting in the afterglow of spellbound enamored excess- a lesson in nocturnal jouissance somewhere between the bleak romantic, witchy trance of Sidewalks and Skeletons, and the soul-battery overclocking chaos of Crystal Castles.
Billiam - Animation Cel (Legless Records)
Chinese American Bear - Wah!!! (Moshi Moshi Music)
I first became aware of Seattle duo Chinese American Bear when they played Reggie’s on Chicago's near-Southside (one of my favorite venues). It's worth noting that this venue is within walking distance from the city's Chinatown district, which, incidentally, would be a pretty chill place to take a stroll while listening to their record Wah!!! (pronounced, Wow if you're EFL). Sung in half Mandarin and half English, these tracks feel like an update to the slinkier side of '90s psychedelic-pop with a splash of Pizzicato-style yé-yé panache and a powdery speckling of sunny slacker skiff-riffs a la Mac DeMarco during his most laid back but consequential 2010s run. Sweet and yummy, with enough of a kick to rattle the birdhouse you keep your brain cooped up in but energized by enough natural magnetism to hold it, and you, together for the entire duration of this sugar-powered, kaleidoscopic ride.
Jock - Labyrinth (Cherub Dream Records)
California noise goths Jock have arrived to bury you in
vibes on their debut EP Labyrinth, a web of atmospherically angsty currents and
overcast displays of winsome sound that linger hauntingly like the resonating
toll of a distant belfry in an abandoned church. Embodying beauty in decay,
stark shocks of arpeggiated grooves, and intangible melodicism weave through
these tracks like a shade leaping from mirror to mirror as it encircles a
cobweb-strewn den. A dire message from below ferried on angel's wings.
95Corolla - Long Time Listener / First Time Caller ( We're Trying Records)
This sound project from Arthur King aka Peter Walker was originally improvised as an accompaniment to a public showing of Luc Jacquet's March of the Penguins as part of the Unknown Movie Night series. Glacial and expansive, yet worldly and emotionally retentive, the hibernal quality and subtle grandness of its aural geometry earnestly illustrate the splendor and trepidation of the journey which it accompanies, weaving and chortling in the throes of one of life's great harrowing cycles.
Bleak Magician - How the Disappearance Appeared to Us (Self-Released)
Little Rock's Yuni Wa produces a golden ouroboros on his 40th release to date, You've Come So Far. While not his most recent effort (that would be the club and jungle-infused Yunism), the nebulous circuit board blaze and synthetic mood lighting of this scintillating retrospective hints at a future yet to be realized by projecting his past self into the stream of the present as it hurdles him forward in a leapfrog motion over eons and promontories of epiphany. Recycling his past work through an explosive process of reimagining, he has injected himself with the venom of chance, re-rolling the die again and again, and invariably managing to reconcile the results with fortune in his corner.
2003ub313 - Giants (The Charon Collective)
Alien Nosejob - Turns the Colour of Bad Shit (Total Punk Records)
Vapor Eyes - Watch the Skies (Self-Released)
+CAREGIVER+ - Within A Forest Dark (Outcast Tape Infirmary)
Undeath - More Insane (Prosthetic Records)
Undeath aren't fucking around. The album is called More Insane, and that's exactly what it delivers- insanity, and more of it. Crunchy, bone-splintering riffs, vicious and relentless percussion, and vocals that have the visceral quality of a bear drunk on blood and fermented stomach juices, having just noshed the carcass of a hiker who's been baking in the summer sun since mid-July. What's most interesting about the group's dynamics, and what they really kick into high gear on this release, is their sense of melodicism. Not in the typical groove metal or gritty-guitars/clean-vocals sort of way, rather, the group has this uncanny sense of timing and an unsettling acquaintance with harmonic layering that gives the grooves and solos on this record an almost lyrical quality- every riff handing down another tale of pitiless sorrow and bitter triumph, until your bones are bowing like bamboo shoots from the weight of it all. If you're not careful, they might just split you like a wishbone- a dark wish for carnage fulfilled in flesh.
EEP - You Don't Have To Be Prepared (Hogar Records)
RXM Reality - No. 1 in the World (Hausu Mountain Records)
Laughing - Because It's True (Celluloid Lunch & Meritorio Records)
Estee Nack x Giallo Point - Papitas 2 (Mass Control Records)
Ghost Funk Orchestra - A Trip To The Moon (Coalmine Records)
Mary Sue - Voice Memos From A Winter In China (Clementi Sound)
SiP - Leos Ultras (Not Not Fun Records)
Anna Öberg - Sin (Xenophone International)
Amáutica - Sin Altares (Aenaos Records)
your arms are my cocoon - death of a rabbit (Reasonable Records)
Amy O - Mirror, Reflect (Winspear)
Konoha - Komorebi (We're Trying Records)