I'm trying to get back in the swing of writing about albums consistently in 2025, so I'm going to take it easy on myself and look back at an old favorite. Flickers at the Station is a 2018 album from Samara Lubelski. Samara is a multi-instrumentalist who was residing in Soho, NYC, at the time of Flickers's release (not sure where she is now- she may be rooted to the concrete of a rent-controlled brownstone, or may have drifted off over the salty sea in search of enlightenment like a fabled seabird- I'd be credulous in either scenario). Starting out as a professional violinist, she quickly transitioned to guitar, bass, and cello, and in the process, became a go-to studio musician for the likes of Thurston Moore, the Fiery Furnaces, and Body/Head’s Bill Nace, among others- but that's all flavor text- where's the main dish? Between her 1997 solo debut, In the Valley, and 2018, Samara became known for her prolific output as much as her skills as a musician capable of capturing the drift of the unknown with a sort of rapt immediacy. Flickers at the Station is her ninth LP, seeing her stick mostly to guitar and vocals to craft intricately layered, jangly, and somewhat avant-garde baroque pop with a whimsically nostalgic centripetal core. The album was recorded in the German countryside, backed by her folk popper friends and frequent collaborators, the Metabolismus, the setting bequeathed a certain pastoral wariness to the urbane ye-ye flush that ripples through the album and breaths life into the dazzling wilt of its pilot light, like a retreat into a thalassic pool of nameless earthen shapes, whose overlapping embrace and comingling patterns inseminate the synapses with variegated parturition of offspring who speak in a language of life beyond mere sensory intuition. Don't be remiss; that flickering in the distance is your stop- an egress point into a cenote of contemplative configurations that you'll know before you endure and endure like a ray of sunshine coursing down your crown.
Tuesday, February 18, 2025
Album Review: Samara Lubelski - Flickers at the Station
I'm trying to get back in the swing of writing about albums consistently in 2025, so I'm going to take it easy on myself and look back at an old favorite. Flickers at the Station is a 2018 album from Samara Lubelski. Samara is a multi-instrumentalist who was residing in Soho, NYC, at the time of Flickers's release (not sure where she is now- she may be rooted to the concrete of a rent-controlled brownstone, or may have drifted off over the salty sea in search of enlightenment like a fabled seabird- I'd be credulous in either scenario). Starting out as a professional violinist, she quickly transitioned to guitar, bass, and cello, and in the process, became a go-to studio musician for the likes of Thurston Moore, the Fiery Furnaces, and Body/Head’s Bill Nace, among others- but that's all flavor text- where's the main dish? Between her 1997 solo debut, In the Valley, and 2018, Samara became known for her prolific output as much as her skills as a musician capable of capturing the drift of the unknown with a sort of rapt immediacy. Flickers at the Station is her ninth LP, seeing her stick mostly to guitar and vocals to craft intricately layered, jangly, and somewhat avant-garde baroque pop with a whimsically nostalgic centripetal core. The album was recorded in the German countryside, backed by her folk popper friends and frequent collaborators, the Metabolismus, the setting bequeathed a certain pastoral wariness to the urbane ye-ye flush that ripples through the album and breaths life into the dazzling wilt of its pilot light, like a retreat into a thalassic pool of nameless earthen shapes, whose overlapping embrace and comingling patterns inseminate the synapses with variegated parturition of offspring who speak in a language of life beyond mere sensory intuition. Don't be remiss; that flickering in the distance is your stop- an egress point into a cenote of contemplative configurations that you'll know before you endure and endure like a ray of sunshine coursing down your crown.
Thursday, February 13, 2025
Album Review: JER - BOTHERED / UNBOTHERED
Monday, February 10, 2025
Interview: Deludium Skies
How long have you been working on Deludium Skies as a project?
Should be 15 years by now. I started with the first tracks in late 2010 and then released two EPs in 2011/2012 with relatively raw drone stuff done only with guitar and occasional synths. That question made me listen to some of those tracks for the first time in many years by the way; there are still some cool parts here and there, but all in all I'm not too happy with the sloppy transitions and the production value in general...
How has the project changed over the years?
It started with lo-fi doom/drone/ambient soundscapes, later evolving into more refined and versatile, often melodic, tracks, mixed with much more influences like folk, jazz, blues etc. - also a broader range of instruments.
I guess Aspirations from 2018 was the first major step towards the current style of DS.
Has it always been a solo endeavor? When do you feel compelled to rope in collaborators?
Yep, it started as pure solo project. More out of lack of opportunity, living in a small town with a few thousand people, not knowing anyone personally who actually plays an instrument and is into the more experimental side of music. There's always been guests on the albums in the last five years, though.
Not sure if "compelled" is the fitting description there... I always love to bring in external creative input and many different instruments, especially those I absolutely can't play, like all kinds of wind instruments.
How did you learn guitar, and who were your primary influences?
I got my first e-guitar as young teen (cheap brand strat-type) in the 90s, but wasn't too motivated, I was almost twenty till I approached it more seriously, learned at least a few chords and basics from one of those beginner's books. I still don't know that much about music theory to be honest, I prefer to just fiddle around and come up with something by myself. That's why I never invested much time in learning other's songs either, which makes the external influences hard to pin down, but I guess I was mostly into metal back then, mainly goth/doom/black.
How were you introduced to the blues?
I started to really appreciate it in my mid twenties, when I dug deeper into 60s/70s folk rock releases, they're heavily influenced by blues, like Bob Dylan, Davy Graham, Tim Buckley. Then soon stumbled over some cool more recent blues infused stuff as well, like Mark Lanegan and Songs: Ohia.
What would you consider to be your major influences, music and otherwise?
Like already mentioned, it's not so easy to exactly pin down. I love to listen and discover various forms of music, probably many of them had a bit of an influence, direct or indirect. A selection of artists I always come back to, aside from the already mentioned: Tom Waits, Pink Floyd, Bardo Pond, Portishead, Esbjörn Svensson Trio, CAN, Black Sabbath, Miles Davis.
I also do enjoy a lot of movies; Cronenberg, Miyazaki, Gilliam, Malle, Melville, etc.
Would you consider what you are doing "metal"? If not, how would you best describe it to the uninitiated?
Well, there are a couple of quite thick and heavy sounding tracks that might as well pass as doom(ish) metal, overall I'd see it more as heavier experimental rock, or drone rock.
Is there precedence in Austira for your style of playing and approach, or do you feel like you're breaking fairly fresh ground?
I don't think there is, in fact the only other Austrian drone act with a heart for experiments that spontaneously comes to my mind is Goddess Limax Black. No wonder, it's a usually a monotonous and minimalistic style, not exactly predestined and known for getting too adventurous, so there won't be that many comparable acts on an international scale either. I'm like a tiny niche inside already niche music - hence the huge success, I guess...
How does the symbolism of mountains inform and elevate your latest release, Stardust Echos?
Sometimes I got a distinctive theme in mind before or early during the recording of an album, but in this case I already had finished at least half of the tracks before I came up with titles and a cover concept, and it was done pretty impulsive within a day. I initially thought a desert themed cover would fit to the music, but that seemed too close to the cover from the 2021 album Destination Desolation. So I altered it and ended up with a mountain in a desert landscape (inspired by the Hoggar Mountains in Algeria), combined with a psychedelic spacey sky above.
Is there a particular mood or state of mind you are hoping to induce within the listener with this release?
Never thought about it. Relaxed and open minded would be my instinctive answer.
How often do you perform these tracks live, and how do you go about recreating the unique atmosphere of the album in a live setting?
So far, never. I was never asked to do so, and honestly, I'm neither used to nor eager to perform in front of many people anyway.
Also other problems would come up: there are a lot of improvised parts on every album and I almost never write anything down. So I'd have to figure out first, how the fuck I played this and that part. Not to mention finding band members, I can only play one instrument at a time...
What is next in store for this project?
Nothing planned so far. That's not unusual though, sometimes I record nothing in months, and then a couple of tracks within a week.
Might take a bit longer this time, I'm not feeling very motivated at the moment, because of shit sales (*nudge nudge wink wink*) and general lack of support.
Wednesday, February 5, 2025
Album Review: Excuse Me Who Are You? - Double Bind
Excuse me, who are you? I hear it a lot. For example, when I helpfully attempt to add additional orders of french fries to strangers' orders at drive-throughs, or when employees at pet supply retailers discover that I've MacGyvered my way into the cat adoption area to give all my future fur children imprisoned there a pat on the head, and always and inevitably, when I'm discovered by a member of the housekeeping staff to be impersonating a sports journalist to get a comped executive suite and a crate of grapefruits to myself while tumbling through Nevada.* However, I've never heard the phrase in a moment of bliss that didn't involve me risking arrest, or at the very least, an uneasy confrontation... that is until now: Out of Madison Wisconsin, bellows and cries a group that certainly is no stranger to the eccentricities and nonconforming pleasures that make life worth the wages and weight of alienation, immeasurable Sisyphean toil, and the manifold of intolerances that all too often dictates its terms. Excuse Me Who Are You probably don't endorse me scamming hotels while pretending to cover dirt-buggy bolts across the Majove, but I fully endorse their understatedly gallant, glitteringly gut-wrenching and thoroughly delightful album Double Bind- a post-hardcore cast cascade of bright and sharply flexing chords, winding grooves that spin and splunk like a bowling ball rolling through an Escher print while dragging a splattering ream of ink soaked dairy passages behind it, and shout-sung vocals that bare their fangs like a bellicose wolf before the moon as a trumpeter of lost and lonely agitation in an unfeeling and unsympathetic world. EMWAY is a band that very clearly takes their performance and the subject matter of their songs as seriously as a chemical dependency, without losing sight of the fact that the music they're making is meant to be fun- many of the tracks include amusing cutaways and scrapped soundbites, while titled range from text emojis to ironic musings on the slippery divide between death and sleep, with the most diverting (literally) being the web address to the official page celebrating Mima of Perfect Blue- a roll of the tragic waggishness that impresses upon the fact that the emotive, psychological, and digital acquire a concreteness in our experience that is as real as the foundation of wood, stone and steal beneath our feet and an acknowledgment of the ephemeral fluids of our digital selves as they bleed into the cold heart of meat space. While they're certainly capable of raising a reflective ruckus on their own, the group is not alone in conjuring these missives of clever catharsis and cutting inquiry, being helped to attain ebullient new heights with the 8-bit aid of Hey, Ily, and learn to practice an uncommon subtly of softness and certainty in collaboration with fellow Wisconsinites Tiny Voices (just to name a few of the guest features on the album). Unwind your sorrow and put some slack in the line; exercise the ghosts and guilt that tie this Double Bind.
Wednesday, January 22, 2025
Interview : Molly O'Brien of I Enjoy Music + 2024 Recap
Everybody seems set to move on from 2024 already, but I'm not sure why (especially when the future is looking bleaker by the day). A lot of great music came out last year and I doubt most humans on this planet have given it all the fair shake it deserves (I know I haven't!). Even more exciting than the release of some objectively fantastic tunes is the emergence of some truly outstanding trends in style and approach by contemporary underground and alternative artists. Turn of the millennium kosmische continuums have doubled back and invaded the 21st Century in a big and exhilarating way, emo chiptune seems poised to break into the big time, indie cabaret is becoming commonplace, and unpretentious DIY yacht rock is now a thing- in short, creativity abounds and there is no containing the rich imaginative blaze these developments represent.
To get my arms (and head!) around the bountiful brilliance of this past year, I invited the ever-affable and resourceful Molly O'Brien of the blog I Enjoy Music to talk about 5 of her favorite albums from this past year and discuss 5 albums that I thought had something special to say as well. We go deep on each entry on our lists, so buckle up!
Albums discussed in this episode:
Fantasy of a Broken Heart - Feats of Engineering
Dummy - Free Energy
Hey, Ily! - Hey, I Loathe You!
Ludivine Issambourg - Above the Laws
Revival Season - Golden Age of Snitching
Ekko Astral - pink balloons
Jimmy Montague - Tomorrow's Coffee
Sun Kin - Sunset World
Kim Gordon - The Collective
Check out Molly's blog: https://www.ienjoymusic.net/
Tuesday, December 31, 2024
2024 Year-End Invitational
Well, we're at the end of another year. Congratulations to
all who made it this far (both into the decade, and into this article... don't
worry, there is A LOT more...). 2024 was an eventful year. Some things that
happened were very good, most weren't... but amongst the better, or at least
more notable developments (for me at least) is that this blog turned 5! Yes, 5
years of reviews, interviews, and my general observations on life, music, and what
have you. Theoretically, this blog is now old enough to walk, talk, feed
itself, and be shuffled off to daycare so that I can make enough money to pay
for daycare (and maybe food and shelter), but between you and me, I'm still
wary of letting it have anything sharper than a rubber spoon, and I definitely
wouldn't let it out of my sight for more than a minute in an environment that
contains anything more flammable than a cement block... other than that, it's
basically self-sufficient, right? This blog should be writing itself pretty soon (maybe with a boost from Open AI) and
then I can retire and live off the accumulated endorsements and clout and coast
into my golden years.
I'm of course kidding. I love writing this blog. It's a
valuable outlet for me, not only to express pent-up creativity but also to
guide and manage my own listening habits. The fact that others care about and
appreciate what I do here is, of course, always humbling. Over the years, many
people, including artists, have informed me that the way I write and the
passion that I put into my words has helped them think differently about music
and has helped them appreciate it in ways that they hadn't before. Learning
that I have had this sort of impact on people's lives always stuns me and warms
my heart. Music is such an important aspect of our lives and culture, and the
fact that I can help people appreciate it a little more means that I'm doing
something worthwhile. Beyond direct feedback though, the numbers speak for
themselves. When I first started this blog, I considered a day when I'd receive
10 unique hits to be a good one. Today, the number of unique visitors to this
blog is in the hundreds and sometimes even the thousands per day. It might not
be much, but some people see value in what I am doing, and I am eternally
stoked that there are some (and more by the day) kindred spirits out there - people
who want to listen to and learn about amazing underground music, and
apparently, don't mind my peculiar brand of tortured prose.
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To celebrate this little milestone, I've written about 50
albums that I grew to love this year but hadn't had the chance to write about
yet. Is this a best of list? By default, yes- but I'm not picking winners and
excluding losers, as much as I'm throwing open the doors to my personal library
and the backstage of my psyche, to hopefully clue you into some work by artists
that you maybe didn't know about or hadn't given a chance yet. If you're
already up to speed on all these releases, then at the very least, this post
will be an opportunity for you to relive some of the hits from this past year.
Before we get to the list, I just want to say a few more
things about this blog and where I am headspace-wise. I started this blog as an
outlet to keep track of my own listening, and it became a necessary tool for my
own sanity during COVID, one which I carried on updating even after the world
went (somewhat) back to normal. During all that time I never really considered
it much more than an outlet for myself, but in the ensuing years, as I saw
similarly positioned blogs rise and fall, and the media ecosystem (echo system?) at the top
change and consolidate drastically, I started to feel like what I was doing with this blog mattered more and more. One-person, unmonetized,
uncommercial platforms are not easy to keep up, but they do provide a necessary
oasis away from the algorithmic churn that is intensifying elsewhere and an irreplaceable tool for framing, contextualizing, and promoting new and unsung
music in a way that encourages reflection rather than simply reaction or passive
consumption. There are people who maybe do things better, or at least break the
mold in interesting and increasingly creative ways, (Watch out for my interview
with Molly O'Brien about her blog I Enjoy Music in 2025), but I wholeheartedly believe there is still a
purpose to personal meditations on albums in the form of review, and that's why
I will never give up on it, either as its own art form or as a way of raising a beacon
for bands that deserve the attention. Nothing is dead that still has the means
to change some minds, and I feel as though other writers and I are living proof
of this fact.
In sum, I love writing this blog, and I'm probably
going to keep doing it and playing with the review form to suit my heterodox
interests in music and writing and music writing as long as humanly possible
(and maybe even longer... we'll see what happens with the cloud- maybe someday,
my consciousness will be compiling reviews from an Amazon Echo). Here's to 5
more years, and 5 more after that, and 5 more after that, and… well, you get
the idea. I'll stop yapping and skip to the good part: the reviews!
(Leave) Nelson B - 4.0: The Doppelgänger (Lonely Ghost Records)
You might be able to gather from producer (Leave) Nelson B's
name that he's not a man to be fucked with (he's ex-military, after all). But
hear me out... while you should probably avoid sending him unsolicited DMs, you
should unequivocally be fucking with his latest LP, Doppelgänger. As a solo execution of the
resident sample producer of Lonely Ghost Records, Nelson takes the occasion to
cut, cauterize and seamlessly glue into place eleven lucid dream-like vignettes
of mood-altering, sonic-sojourning hip-hop that sweep persuasive percussive
motifs under the laces of frayed-nerve folk ("Covertly Daedelus"),
sun-soaking soul instrumentals ("Needed a Day Off"), oscillating other-worldly
dives into minor Dharmic-operas ("NICU") and churning pools of acid
Game Boy breakcore ("hey, ily is hard to chop yo"). A likely rival to
his diversity of style-shifting techniques, you will not likely find duplicated
this side of the multiverse.
There aren't that many things that I am 100% sure about (other than it continuing to cost an arm and a leg to make an omelet in 2025 and beyond), but I am adamant that Of This I Am Certain is a significant stylistic and artistic step up for tender-hearted emo trio Townies. Their debut LP graduates from the twinkle-dom proving grounds of their first two EPs, with the group finding within them the melodic heroism to embrace their latent Mesigners-potential to belt out huge catchy choruses over memorably brash and striking chords to give credence to the grit they feel sifting and siphoning out the many holes life has poked in their souls. Could you still call it groc rock? Does it matter so long as it still blasts your socks off? I'm certain that the answer is worth its weight in bullion... or eggs... bullets... whatever future people end up using for currency.
Lightheaded - Combustible Gems (Slumberland Records)
Sissy Remains - Sissy Remains (Broken Sound Tapes)
Dry Erase - Decay Model (Phantom Records)
Serengeti - Kenny Dennis IV (Othar)
Svetlost - Everything Was as It Had Been a Minute Ago (PMGJazz & Inverted Spectrum Records)
This record was my introduction to the Macedonian jazz trio Svetlost and I'm pretty impressed with what I found. Relying on deep grooves riding a ripple of hard-driving percussion, the LP has a better sense of forward motion and willingness to embrace vitalic impulses than most rock records I've heard this year. Not surprising as their main sources of influence are doom metal, noise rock, and other bands that combine doom metal with noise rock and jazz. It's not as straightforward as it sounds, though, and there is an undercurrent of uninhibited improvisation that depends on honed technical acumen, which draws the trio closer in execution to the circuitously groovy likes of The Art Ensemble of Chicago than more cleanly categorized but still experimental rock acts like River of Nile. One more thing; the name of the album is inspired by an untitled piece by the jazz duo Muntean and Rosenblum, informally associated with a phrase found in the records liner notes: EVERYTHING WAS AS IT HAD BEEN A MINUTE AGO, EXCEPT FOR A SENSE OF GENERAL SUSPENSION, AS OF THINGS HOLDING THEMSELVES IN STILLNESS, NOT DARING TO BREATHE.
Snow Strippers - Night Killaz Vol. 2 (Surf Gang Records)
NYC duo Snow Strippers pack together rough sequences of glittering electronics and pretty polymer-based vocal performances in an invitation to a laser-light show in a subwoofer-lined space that lies somewhere between your occipital lobe and the canopy of your newly bedazzled adrenal gland. On their follow-up to last year's Night Killaz Vol. 1, deep club mixes overwhelm you with longing and ease you down a resin-encrusted slide to the other side of dissociation and into a plushy lined nest of cerebral satiety, panting in the afterglow of spellbound enamored excess- a lesson in nocturnal jouissance somewhere between the bleak romantic, witchy trance of Sidewalks and Skeletons, and the soul-battery overclocking chaos of Crystal Castles.
Billiam - Animation Cel (Legless Records)
Chinese American Bear - Wah!!! (Moshi Moshi Music)
I first became aware of Seattle duo Chinese American Bear when they played Reggie’s on Chicago's near-Southside (one of my favorite venues). It's worth noting that this venue is within walking distance from the city's Chinatown district, which, incidentally, would be a pretty chill place to take a stroll while listening to their record Wah!!! (pronounced, Wow if you're EFL). Sung in half Mandarin and half English, these tracks feel like an update to the slinkier side of '90s psychedelic-pop with a splash of Pizzicato-style yé-yé panache and a powdery speckling of sunny slacker skiff-riffs a la Mac DeMarco during his most laid back but consequential 2010s run. Sweet and yummy, with enough of a kick to rattle the birdhouse you keep your brain cooped up in but energized by enough natural magnetism to hold it, and you, together for the entire duration of this sugar-powered, kaleidoscopic ride.
Jock - Labyrinth (Cherub Dream Records)
California noise goths Jock have arrived to bury you in
vibes on their debut EP Labyrinth, a web of atmospherically angsty currents and
overcast displays of winsome sound that linger hauntingly like the resonating
toll of a distant belfry in an abandoned church. Embodying beauty in decay,
stark shocks of arpeggiated grooves, and intangible melodicism weave through
these tracks like a shade leaping from mirror to mirror as it encircles a
cobweb-strewn den. A dire message from below ferried on angel's wings.
95Corolla - Long Time Listener / First Time Caller ( We're Trying Records)
This sound project from Arthur King aka Peter Walker was originally improvised as an accompaniment to a public showing of Luc Jacquet's March of the Penguins as part of the Unknown Movie Night series. Glacial and expansive, yet worldly and emotionally retentive, the hibernal quality and subtle grandness of its aural geometry earnestly illustrate the splendor and trepidation of the journey which it accompanies, weaving and chortling in the throes of one of life's great harrowing cycles.
Bleak Magician - How the Disappearance Appeared to Us (Self-Released)
Little Rock's Yuni Wa produces a golden ouroboros on his 40th release to date, You've Come So Far. While not his most recent effort (that would be the club and jungle-infused Yunism), the nebulous circuit board blaze and synthetic mood lighting of this scintillating retrospective hints at a future yet to be realized by projecting his past self into the stream of the present as it hurdles him forward in a leapfrog motion over eons and promontories of epiphany. Recycling his past work through an explosive process of reimagining, he has injected himself with the venom of chance, re-rolling the die again and again, and invariably managing to reconcile the results with fortune in his corner.
2003ub313 - Giants (The Charon Collective)
Alien Nosejob - Turns the Colour of Bad Shit (Total Punk Records)
Vapor Eyes - Watch the Skies (Self-Released)
+CAREGIVER+ - Within A Forest Dark (Outcast Tape Infirmary)
Undeath - More Insane (Prosthetic Records)
Undeath aren't fucking around. The album is called More Insane, and that's exactly what it delivers- insanity, and more of it. Crunchy, bone-splintering riffs, vicious and relentless percussion, and vocals that have the visceral quality of a bear drunk on blood and fermented stomach juices, having just noshed the carcass of a hiker who's been baking in the summer sun since mid-July. What's most interesting about the group's dynamics, and what they really kick into high gear on this release, is their sense of melodicism. Not in the typical groove metal or gritty-guitars/clean-vocals sort of way, rather, the group has this uncanny sense of timing and an unsettling acquaintance with harmonic layering that gives the grooves and solos on this record an almost lyrical quality- every riff handing down another tale of pitiless sorrow and bitter triumph, until your bones are bowing like bamboo shoots from the weight of it all. If you're not careful, they might just split you like a wishbone- a dark wish for carnage fulfilled in flesh.
EEP - You Don't Have To Be Prepared (Hogar Records)
RXM Reality - No. 1 in the World (Hausu Mountain Records)
Laughing - Because It's True (Celluloid Lunch & Meritorio Records)
Estee Nack x Giallo Point - Papitas 2 (Mass Control Records)
Ghost Funk Orchestra - A Trip To The Moon (Coalmine Records)
Mary Sue - Voice Memos From A Winter In China (Clementi Sound)
SiP - Leos Ultras (Not Not Fun Records)
Anna Öberg - Sin (Xenophone International)
Amáutica - Sin Altares (Aenaos Records)
your arms are my cocoon - death of a rabbit (Reasonable Records)
Amy O - Mirror, Reflect (Winspear)
Konoha - Komorebi (We're Trying Records)